Exactly. I've known a few people in my lifetime who were very healthy, funny enough they always had the premonition that I would be the first one to go, but I haven't, and I'm still going despite it all.
As for money.... well. I think I haven't been prudent with money, and that has been one on my biggest mistake. I'm glad you're leaving your son something, and some things to also fall back on. I currently don't have anything to leave my son, but I hope I can, don't want him having the life I had, it was horrible for me.
Would be great to see you leave and go somewhere cheaper.
I left you a discord message, and erhm maybe you can check when you feel better