Small company, organic, grass fed, etc etc etc.... all just terms to make humans feel better about enslaving sentient animals and using them for their breastmilk, flesh, hides, and bones. We need nothing from animals for our diets, and milk actually depletes our bodies of nutrients, while containing blood, pus, and feces. It really doesn't matter that religious people were the ones paid to do these things, and not some big corporation. The cows don't want it, they don't consent, and they are enslaved, used, raped to continue the milk production, and eventually killed. And we shouldn't forget that animal agriculture (including the mythical "happy" cows) is the #1 cause of greenhouse gasses. Far more than all oil products man has ever burned. "Certified humane" is a lie to sell products.
Just stop drinking breastmilk. It's stupid and it's wrong, no matter how hard you try to justify it.