Awwh bless you!
:)
You rock and your honesty and vulnerability are touching.
Your post reminded me of when I was divorced, age 32, and resolved to hit the town, London, alone. I was so scared but decided to feel the fear and do it anyway. That night I hungout in a pub in Soho where I had a great night with complete strangers.
Sometimes we just need to dare ourselves.
xox
Haha, good for you! As they say, "Leap and the net will appear!"