They still talk to our inner being don't they. My losses started at the age of 13 and they have continued relentlessly to this day, until there's only us two siblings left.
Soon it will be either of our turn.
Grief needs to be accepted as a part of life and everyone's grief is not the same.
But it's the tomorrows that heal and thankfully time is indeed a great healer.
All blessings to you my friend!