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Wow, I'm amazed you're not depressed with everything you're going through. I saw in one of your posts that you use gabapentin for pain, but yes ketamine is excellent although relief doesn't last long.

Yes I am truly not depressed, just an individual with physical hardships.
I am just worried and scared for my future but not afraid to die.
Gabapentin helps I just wish to just never have to take one.