Ha... not me... your old friend from school.
Yeah, it's crazy hard. I'm super lucky that I haven't had to deal with any heart-break or loss of friends or family for a really long time... like, a decade... but we're starting to get to that age where older family members start to get sick and that freaks me out. Obviously it's not the same as losing her... but I'm still not ready for it.
I feel you there, man. The idea of that already terrifies me.
Also, whoo! My upvote is finally worth a cent! :P