It feels a bit like surfing sometimes. You can ride the flow as long as you maintain your balance. That 365 Tao book helps me tremendously with that. Nothing I've ever experienced compares to being in that flow-state. It feels like we make ourselves a channel for the ideas and information that are coming from somewhere outside of us.
💯 All the more scary being without it. High rish, high reward, I guess, on the internal plane.
I find the anxiety surrounding it leaving or losing access to it can actually block it sometimes—a self-fulfilling prophecy. That's how it works for me anyway.