Oh really, then you know what it looks like, I did joke a lot with nurses though, it was the only way to receive a bit of positivity back. :)
There were ups and downs, specially in the start as I didn't even expect to stay in the hospital at all.
It makes me happy too, certanly watching everything, going on easy, slow walks, gradually increasing distance as I do live in a hill area, sleeping around 12hours a day, eating healthy as I was before, in the process of making blood good enough for the mechanical valve
The hardest mental obstacle I think I got in the last four days, when prepared and right before injecting myself with medicine as it felt like whole 3 months put into 1ms, proud that yesterday it finally went quickly and smoothly without overthinking nor pain. :)
Wishing you a nice, lovely day!
You are also making your progress in those skills. I can imagine what you say when all of a sudden you have to do those kinds of things. But dude you have been through so much already, that injection is like peanuts compared to the bridges you have already crossed.
Wishing you the beats of heart dude! (and battlescars do good with the chicks :D)
True that, it took me 3 weeks to realize whats going on and that i do need the operation, Last two days got a lot easier after many hours of trying, getting threw mental barrier I finally got it as I dont have other choice, everything will get better, a lot better than i was used too
Thank you very much, what didnt kill me did make me stronger
Every scar adds value, strenght & knowledge :)