Hello dear, in your moments of depression, you can find great solace in music. Thanks to God you are doing it already by coming our here to present to us despite your current state of mind.
Just wave it off and keep pushing.
Life is tough but also sweet and we can test both sides depending on our approach and our disposition, although sometimes, our attitudes may not determine the event of life to us as there are some natural occurrences that can happen. But in whichever be the case, we should push forward all the time
Good work here dear
You rock!!