Hey there my friend, it is amazing to see you open a bit of yourself up in the post, funny thing is when I was reading the heading of your post, my first thoughts were:
"Am I who I want to be? While I certainly am not what I ever imagined I would be......I love being exactly who I was created to be. " and as I carried on reading there it was, as if transcripted from my thoughts.
Life often throws us with unexpected hardships, and though I was very sorry to read about your hardships, I must say, that I am gratefull for the person that ended up coming out of it all, the person that I met on here as a strong amazing woman, who always has kindness, love and a creative thought to share. Thank you for being who you are and I am blessed to know you!
ON A SIDE NOTE - I am busy prepping a camp, and as soon as I am ready.... I will find some goats again :D