If there were a game of life to win, surely you already won the game once with your beautiful family and farm, don't worry that's where we all heading (not your farm, but our respective farms hahaha).
As for wishing to go the Hawaii, well you've just put it out there, and the universe works in mysterious ways, by imagining it, is very often the first step to make it happen, but you already know this, don't you? 🤞