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Hope you take the time you need, then decide a direction.

I don't think I have much time to think... but I'm planning to move out and find work somewhere far away from here... guess financial support would suffice... giving both financial and emotional is just too much for me to handle

Sometimes the best is to make a clean break then start again, we only have one life!

that's true! we only have one life so I guess its not yet late to start all over again :)

Never put off what you will regret later losing time.

will keep that in mind @joanstewart think I have to prioritize myself now