I have just been ordered by the doctor to cancel everything and to stay at home for this week and yes, I already feel trapped.
Commitment is not an easy thing and it takes passion and mind control, as one can either do it for fame, or love.
I chose the latter as I like to help the poor and that's why papilloncharity is now 20 years old.
If the heart is not in it then it is wasted.
Are you okay?
People commit to many things and I reckon, most don't actively consider if they even value what they are committed to.
Not out of the woods yet, but hopefully improving,
If their heart isn't in their commitments then it's a waste of their time methinks.