Hi @elvie0310 welcome to Hive. I'm @palomap3 from Lovesniper OCD team.
I'm sure your parents thought they were doing what was best for everyone, even if the results didn't turn out well. Going through such a difficult time during your teenage years has made you the strong woman you are today. I'm glad you feel successful and hope you continue to be so. You have some good mentors, so I'll just recommend that you follow their advice and explore the communities I've linked below. Good luck!
Tips and information as a Hive newbie here: newbie guide.
Communities you might like that are part of the OCD Communities Incubation Program. Important: read their rules and post in the one that fits your content.
Have a good day!
yes you're right . and never stop dreaming is one of my motivation in life. thank you for your touching message.