Hi @asteel it was meant to be that I saw and read the intro blog. And thank god you came to the terminal and we all met a great enthusiast and blogger at the same time.
The worst part of agoraphobia is that first step out the door. Once I am able to get in the car with my nurse or whomever happens to be taking me to the doctor that day, I do feel a little bit better. I want to state also that agoraphobia is not necessarily that I am scared of the world. It is more of an issue with my own minds idea of what a "safe place" is. I define my "safe places as a place that does not add to my anxiety. A great example would be my therapist office. Though I am still never as comfortable anywhere as I am at home, safe in my world with my cat.
I said it before the honesty is real and heard. I am proud and so should you that you did it again. The fact that you do is great. I do t have the solution and at the same time maybe I do. The community here is tight and I know and read that you made a few new friends in our home of help and I know you will here aswell through the comments on your blog.
Remember you are not alone, here are many here ( maybe not that honest ) with fears, personal situations and opinions, but Hive is open to all and remember you are always read here !
And as for the blogs keep them coming just like every nee day because one day this will be behind you and you and Chrissy will live free-er-ly than you can now think, I hope. See you in the comments