Hi Fen 😍, so good to see you again on hive.
Sometimes it is often difficult to make decisions, but it is always good to think about our emotional stability, what we want and what we want for our future. I know your mom will understand. Sometimes mothers react that way out of fear, or perhaps because they are not used to having their children so far away. My mom is like that too. 🙈. I always have to talk to her to explain the reasons for some of my decisions. At first she is reluctant, but then she ends up accepting it.
The important thing, above all, is your own well-being. ☺️ I send you lots of hugs ❤️