I am currently in a critical stage in my life, in regards to fully utilizing what I hope is wisdom to let go off all attachments(past thoughtforms and even cannabis), release my mind from any expectations(living in the future) and try to live in the now/ reality.
Detoxing (gerson therapy, infrared suanas, intermintent fasting) has helped with my attachments.
making commitments to myself to stay in a practice of waking up at 4am so that I may meditate and exercise keeps me grounded in the now.
accepting the now as perfect has allowed me to better accept others, be involved but not attached.
Through these practices I aim to manifest what my subconcious is trying to acheive.
But that is the thing... I plan on manifesting by clearing my mind/ego of all thought. Kind of like starring at a 3d puzzle... The less you strain the clearer the picture.
Theres so much more i can ramble about on this but as im sure your aware, words tend to cause static and take way from what is.
Thank you for sharing your experience! I'm on a similar path as you have probably noticed. Letting go is something we all should learn and I think one way or another, we eventually do.
Words can be both inspiring and demotivating. I guess it's how you look at the word.
Peace and love! Have a wonderful day!