No. I don't think you know what love is. Ithink you have some serious issues with your mom and dad - and have not received the nurturing that you need nor have you received the RAISING that you need to know your own truth. You "boyfriend' used you like a whore and you LET HIM. that's the scary thing. It is not unusual to have sex at that age - or do stupid things like this but only if you have not a close relationship wth your parents. the closest thing to "love" you felt from this boy because of the skin to skin intimacy but that is not love and your parents reaction proves they do not know how to show nurturing. You should try to get to a therapist so that you can change and learn and grow so you don't have to do this to yourself again. YOU ARE A CHILD - so you cannot be "blamed" for bringing this upon yourself - this is your parent's responsiblity.
Thank you. Don't you think maybe he preyed on me. On my naivety
well - he is your age though - so yes and no. You let him.He is definitely an asshole and he will get bad things brought upon him by the Universe to balance the books for coercing you, but your parents are the ones who are at fault. They did not RAISE you. They did not help you to know your intuition. You are only a kid - and so yes you are a victim but more their victim because they did not instill values in you through showing you LOVE. The kid - he's a boy - your age - yes - but you fell for it - and that's on your parents. You have a lot of work to do now to get to where you don't attract that again and you know how to be vulnerable and not guarded. Maybe you need some therapy? Did you really have a hysterectomy?