Hah love the name of your blender!
I think trying new things is a key to a more productive, interesting and rewarding life! Good on you. Sometimes you gotta do the little things before the big things. I know what anxiety is all about, that's for sure. It can be paralysing.
I love tomatillo - i tried to grow them this year but it didn't work. Ottolenghi really believes that by chargrilling you totally bring out the flavour - I reckon he's right. I'm tempted to chargrill some jalapeno and onions and garlic to add to this one! Yum.