Thank you for responding @acidyo,
I'm sorry to hear you're in the same boat and having some struggles. I hope things quickly get better for you.
I'm going to do what I should have done to begin with and take a deep look at everything. I'll be studying the responses in this post as well, as I see there is quite a bit going on here. I know the politics/perception here greatly vary in regards to what is considered abuse of the platform, and what is considered suppression free speech. I imagine it becomes very exhausting when managing these aspects at a higher level.
I very much enjoyed my time as a curator for OCD, and certainly know the intentions were always to support good content in an unbiased manner. I even remember the process utilized to pick posts, and found it to be a very fair way to choose.
It was a bummer for me to come to terms with the fact that I am just not great with consistency and did not make a great curator. I did my best, but in the end I just had to keep it real and say "I think I'm the weak link here.." :D
Sorry for blindly acting without thinking it through very much, you're certainly right that's exactly what I did. We all make mistakes sometimes, and I feel it's what we do to correct our mistakes in life, and what we do today which defines our character.
Have a nice rest of your day.