Well, I am pretty far from a gym instructor now - I don't know if I could do ten pushups to be honest. I need to work on that. I agree about testerone, - it has dropped a lot, I just could not find a number on it at the time - but in hindsight, yeah, its dropped massive amounts -
About it symbolising hell - yeah, that is the vibe I get. Whether a pentagram or like a star of remphan, as you say - the vibe overall, is something dark - it all feels so wrong.
Thanks!
I think if feels wrong because it is wrong. These events are produced by the class of people that have accumulated vast wealth in a system that practices nepotism to favor the blackmailed and corrupt, so these events are paeans to corruption, because that's what is shared by the people with the lion's share of financial assets in the world.
Their principles aren't wholesome, aren't about being good to people, love, and affection. Their principles are utterly opposite. They are wrong and that's why they feel wrong.