I have been trying to live mindfully as much as I can but I know that at many points I get weak, not that I lack faith in the higherself but the circumstances are so harsh that I just cannot help. And that is the situation with majority of the people. You know what the other observance I have is that people who are good living their life in duty and with compassion also are the ones who suffer the most
oh wow, such great questions.. im sure we've probably talked about some of them on QOTW! ..
Theres so many ways to answer that.. starting with the words of Louise Hay " You are perfectly being your own authentic self" that is to say, you are pushing yourself in so many ways, and you might say, being pushed, into certain situations.. that have led to your growth and challenges in life.
When we are tested and we succeed it gives us more faith and strength and courage to get through the times that we don't succeed! Only our own expectations or judgements will let us down.. Otherwise I think you are being perfectly you, evolving.. and for me there is no rush because i think you can keep coming back, a thousand times, and keep playing and learning..
Many years ago when i lived near Sydney, in australia.. i did this Merkaba meditation workshop. Once of the guys leading it was a young gay australian guy.. the workshop was great, and we talked a lot and made friends and were talking about other cosmic things.. and one day he started crying suddenly as we talked about past lives.. and this guy was very open and could see all your auras and colours, and he said he also remembered his past lives.
i asked him what was wrong, and he said that he had suddenly remembered a previous life, during the world was.. and he said he suddenly remembered being a nazi soldier. and he felt that he had killed me in cold blood.. he was so upset, really crying and having a hard time assimilating this.
that was a strange moment.. and most strange was forgiving him.. i mean i am still here right?!
people who are good living their life in duty and with compassion also are the ones who suffer the most.
you know i was thinking about this a lot lately.. its SO true. .in a way.. it depends where you look i suppose. and on what time scale!
i guess i would say that it is those who are ready for these tests who get them,. and we all have our tests, even the greatest gurus and those in power are tested most. so that we can purify.. and evolve.. when we are ready our lives bring us more great challenges.. and opportunities to choose differently and grow, or choose the same thing and learn..
That's so brilliant. These type of experiences are the most profound and it alters our complete way of looking at life. I am sure it must have been so liberating for him after making that confession to you.
That's so true, that we keep getting tested again and again until we have the realization and we are ready to move to the next levels.
Life is testing us at all times, and I will say it is hard but at the same time it is also very beautiful.
nice :) it usually feels more beautiful once its all over.. and behind us i think... like any drama that happened just this lifetime many years ago, and today we look back and may laugh at some of the terrible crazy events that have happened..