@josediccus, reading this post reminds me a lot, especially some challenges I have faced in life, however I'm grateful to God for the gift of life which is a blessing. I'm also grateful for everything that happened as a result of motivations from external sources.
As for me, aside from our parents whom God used to bless us in life, God also use friends or partner to be a source of blessings to one. However, not everyone is lucky enough to get the right person who may be a source of motivation and hence lives a miserable life, and this why I'm also grateful enough to have sweet people around me...
Not everyone is lucky, being lucky doesn't mean we're good or bad, sometimes some people are just lucky out of the ordinary, no matter what they truly deserve.
@josediccus, yeah, you're right brother
It's really nice reading this particular post of yours, it means a lot to me.