Don't be...it's really not 'fun' to do and I'm rethinking decisions a lot. But I should just be happy about it :D
You can too, someday! Just don't jump hastily like me. I don't know about your life rules or if you agree with me, but when you start to have kids (or kids grow older), you can start a little urban garden and watch more gardening ideas come. Or sometimes opportunities come like countryside property to grow anything you want :)