5 Years Ago

in Ladies of Hive8 months ago

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Captured 5 years ago.

I don't understand it...

And I still don't, 5 years after.
I saw the mirror of what could be
But the blood they drew, grew thicker
Am I the visual I used to dream?

Or everything changed...?
did i change?

Furious I become, Reckless, Useless...
Lose hope, Then someone came
"This isn't how I know you" He uttered fearlessly
I lowered my guard—Careless—he left in pain

He showed up yesterday- asked me
what happened?
I told him everything, He listened.
He didn't see me cry, He never wanted me to
My eyes were teary.

He then randomly point out the clouds—
in the middle of my sharing
No, He was listening...
He just wanna make me laugh.

" So random " I laughed,
" I don't wanna see you cry "
as he looked at me and laughed
I never asked why.

But he left again— But this time...

" I'll see you again." He smiled.

@rrruelyn

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five years holding it in is quite a while...

It's quite a journey, It was all beautiful

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The way you've captured such profound feelings of loss and transformation is powerful ✨ That moment with the clouds and the final line, "I'll see you again," offers a real sense of hope 🙌 Thank you for sharing this beautiful piece of writing 💕

Thank you, I really appreciate it :>

Hi @rrruelyn newbie here. Nice to meet you. Thank you for sharing your thoughts it is very courageous to express yourself here. I've been there but you're still young and beautiful. Never lose hope and it's okay to be furious sometimes if you felt that you extract all out that feeling why not? Most importantly you get healed,surpass it all through and after you're done, switch mood you will the difference until such time slowly you get back to the real @rrruelyn who used to smile and you missed before. Cheers! Stay beautiful.

Thank you I appreciate that, Welcome to the group! I'm also new and been exploring. I appreciated you read my blog <3

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