Oh my! I honestly can relate to what depression could cause and entail. Or when certain untrue things are being said or done to one's personality. It is like it engulfs one inner spirit such that to even pray will seem difficult.
@deraaa In as much as this whole thing is still on, do not relent on the good fight you and your mum are giving it. I am glad you decided to write this post to let go. Also, do the same to those painkillers and coffee. All these are just for the moment so that when it is all gone it won't affect you.
You are strengthened, my dear. Show them what you have got!! You are strong!!
Thank you so much for your support and kind words. It is appreciated! Thank you❤️