Damn... Well this was something.
I'm not sure what you've been going through all this while @deraaa but... I'm glad you're letting go of it.
When we let go of our past problems and conflicts, only then can we move forward to a brighter and much deserving future.
I have never encountered such a time where even sleep seems to instill fear in me.
Just these few lines alone, show the true immensity of the whole crisis. I hope you're well now.
Take care of yourself bud, something good this way comes - I'm sure.
Thank you very much for your kind words. I really appreciate it!