Don't get lost π π π Some scientists with super high IQs got lost and ended up in the nuthouse over the question you asked.
The best approach is by reading about various ideas and theories, if need be, slowly, not all at once π At least, that is my opinion.
Must say, the Holographic Universe is a kinda idea I really like. That said, I believe it's further from the truth to the quantum level of consciousness proposed by Roger Penrose π
Roger's idea is more of a theory, with the science behind it. The Holographic Universe has less science behind it, though Einstein wasn't completely negative about this idea, according to the book I mentioned π
NJOY reading! πΆ
True some intelligent people of the world goes nuts because they can't find answers to a question I guess deep thinkers such as Nietzsche lost his mind the same way.
Thanks again for the answer finally found something I don't understand which is good.
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