The biggest failure there is....

I guess failure is my new name now….
Cos all I do of late is fail
I guess I shouldn't try anymore…
It's tiring u know…
Always failing
Always been the disappointment..
I just need one big break..
Is that too much to ask..
Am tired 😫
Maybe if am gone from this world…
But I think I would fail from killing myself…
I can't take another failure…
I just can't…..
I really need a new break….
Am drowning in this ocean and can't seem to get out of it…
I will just put on smile on my face and hide the chaos inside of me…
Am empty inside already…
Am like a empty can that makes a lot of noise when kicked ..
I guess am born to fail…..
I will go for now
No one really knows what am truly feeling inside🙃🙃
Unto the next … 🙃🙃🙃🙃