I must admit that I don't know much about the situation in your country but what you say is regretful.
It is very hard when you feel you are no longer welcome in your own country. Here it has happened for political reasons. Society has become polarised, and the group in government has spent years pretending that the country belongs to them and not to everyone. They have destroyed and taken advantage of the country's wealth as if it belonged to them.
I am sorry to hear that the situation for you there is so difficult.
Our situation is very similar, not quite the same, however after State Capture, overspending now having no employment crime is rife!
Wishing for better tomorrows, that is about the best we can do!