Hi, I understand. I didn't spend this Easter in company either, the only ones who were with me were my cats and I ate some pizza. I am also coming out of a depressive condition that kept me in bed for quite a while. I don't know all your circumstances but maybe I can understand what you are feeling.
I know it's not easy, but don't worry, take your time, rest, sleep, cry, hug a tree or your pillow if there is no tree nearby. It's not wrong to feel this way, in fact it's normal given the circumstances. Just rest, reflect, take it all in stride and soon your energy will come back.
By discord, in Theterminal there is a big family and we are willing to help in any way we can. We haven't seen each other by chat but here I send you a lot of encouragement.
And to try to lift your spirits a little, I'm sending you a slice of pizza.
!PIZZA
Thanks for the kind words and tasty pizza ❤️