I'm sorry to hear that you struggle with these emotions. I've been in some very dark spaces myself sometimes.
CBD is an absolute wonder though with its endless benefits. It won't remove your 'natural' thoughts, but helps you rationalize through it all better.
Strength to you 💪
I hope my anxiousness and fears will stay away and I will learn to control them. For now, the CBD does help a lot, more than I expected or imagined.
Thank you for your 'strength wishes'!