I don't think that we are wasting time by either playing games or watching anime/tv shows. Some people like to travel or go to concerts in their free time. Other's read books, dance or watch/ play sports. It is each person's choice how to spend their free time. And for me making posts about gaming on Hive is definetly not a waste- depending on the game lenght and amount of posts I make rewards may cover the game costs...
Yea you're right. I agree. I should'nt been stressing so much about my situation in life, it lead me into some dark shit in my mind, overthinking and comming to wrong conclusions.