Jon! First, I am so happy to see you back here writing.
I am convinced that Satan sits back and laughs when we Christian's waste so much precious time debating over the little things; and I don't write that to say that the Sabbath is considered a "little thing". It shouldn't be. It's extremely important and so important to some that an entire denominations was formed out of it! It's just that when we fight over these topics, whether it be Sabbath, communion, which translation is the "right one", we're pulling away from the bigger picture and it's a distraction.
Thank you for being honest. The fact that you want to stand up and tell the truth means that you still have some fire in your heart for Christ. Just need to keep it going!
Love ya!