Hi @jemarlee welcome to Hive. I'm @palomap3 from Lovesniper OCD team.
I'm glad @superkristhel brought you to Hive. Here you can talk to us about anything you want and you'll feel better. For me, it's a kind of therapy, hehe. I'm also a non-native English speaker and I've learned a lot. What a huge contrast to see your fun family of origin and then learn that you were widowed so young. You definitely have a unique outlook on life and can contribute a lot here. I'll leave you with some information and recommend that you visit the communities I've linked below.
Tips and information as a Hive newbie here: newbie guide.
Communities you might like that are part of the OCD Communities Incubation Program. Important: read their rules and post in the one that fits your content.
Have a good day!