Hello @dwixer. You have a lovely article. When you say "childhood programming", there are two different scenarios. One is inside the home with family members. The other is outside the home with friends, others who may try to treat you with disrespect; bullying; threatening; making you feel not good about yourself.
If such treatment continues for a period of time, it can condition children to develop a negative image of themselves.
One suggestion may be to surround yourself with friends who understand how you feel and will work with you to assist.
Thanks for sharing.
Thank You, I have tried making friends who understand me and I'll keep to it