What's next? Finishing this packing ordeal as I am surrounded with cardboxes in which I have put stuff that I call " part of my life".
I am moving this week to the new town where I will start this journey for God knows how long. I am waiting for the oncologist to call me with the immunohistochemistry results from my biopsy and see what's next. I talked with the owner of a cancer NGO from this town who told me that I should seek support and I was happy to find this organization for cancer patients.
Today I washed my hair. I enjoy it while it lasts. As I will probably have to prepare mentally to lose this beauty which makes us women feel pretty.
I take it day by day. I trust God or however you decide to call this infinite intelligence behind the creation of the universe. I pray. I hope. I write. I look forward to study art. I smile. I am prepared to fight this. I will have good days and not so good days. The loss of hair is something I am trying to overcome at a mental level. Other than that....I accept this experience with what will come.
You have hive alongside you. :)
Thanks God for it, I mean I went through stuff but these news hit me like a bullet train as I wasn't expecting this right now, when everything seemed to finally work out for me. Somehow there must be hidden gems in this diagnosis that are yet to be revealed to me. Thank you very much for the support and once again Hive proves to be a safe coccoon for me to reach out when I feel I can't go through some stuff on my own.