English
We are totally individual, authentic and unique beings. Although during our lives we are surrounded by people who accompany us temporarily according to the stage we are living, the reality is that loneliness is our very nature, but we are not aware of it, because since we were little we have been taught that to feel good we cannot be alone, but accompanied by someone or something.
For that reason, when we were alone, they tried to keep us busy or entertained in things external to us, such as the company of a teddy bear at night, a television, a storybook, a toy.
When we had those distracting factors or companionship around us, when we had nothing to do and felt alien to ourselves, our mind started to wander and transformed the natural and exotic beauty of solitude into fear.
We created a barrier between our inner self and things outside and stubbornly tried to fill the inner emptiness with external things or people. But the reality is that no matter how much we try to fill that emptiness with external things, our anguish and fear of loneliness will grow.
We will not find our longed-for peace in external things; we will find it only when we look within. It is as simple as trying to fill a broken vessel. No matter how much water you pour into it, you will never fill it, because it leaks out through the cracks.
Many times, fearing loneliness, we get involved in affective relationships to pass the time and not feel lonely. But any relationship that is created because of the fear of loneliness can not give fulfillment or transcendence to your life, because its root is rotten, that is, you do not love that person, but you use it for fear of being alone. And maybe she doesn't love you either, because just like you, she manipulates you and uses you to avoid being alone. If you use someone, you are putting them down and pushing them away. And when you do that, you are disrespecting and chaining them.
If from today you become aware of the power that lies within you and through silence and meditation, you let yourself be embraced by solitude, you will be able to rejoice in it.
Find the love of God.