I just can't ask for HELP and this is so so bad. Imagine I was 9 months 3 weeks pregnant and hungry and could not ask anyone to prepare me food, got it all done by myself and woke up in labour the next day (LOL).
I think one should know when to call for help after all we are not superheroes and we can't do it all by ourselves.
Internet is there, it's good. We can get a lot of knowledge from there but at the end of the day, we need to understand that it's people like you and I writing the Wikipedia. So it's better to seek professional or experienced help rather than diving into the pool of websites.