Nice to see your dedication here. On behalf of the community, thank you.
When I first got here, I couldn't catch support. I remember I got my rep up to like 40 or something and got downvoted down to 20 something. I didn't catch curation until about my second year on the platform while steadily leading the league in downvotes. My content used to receive an average of 20-40 downvotes each.
But, eventually they came around.
What you've done here is expressed vulnerability simply by being yourself. Maintain your transparency and sincerity, and don't allow yourself to release content you'd be embarrassed if your friends in real life saw.
And everything will work out the way it's supposed to. = }
You're doing great.
Everything noted, thanks so much for your support and love