Wow, it's obvious you have a whole lot in your hands both online and offline. Being a cloud engineer is not a joke, only the terminologies you are using here shows that the task is a difficult one😂😂, not meant for grasshoppers 🦗 brains 🧠..lols
Wow, you have started well, despite how demanding it is, I will encourage you not to nurse the idea of giving up. I have a family friend who did the same program and today, his financial status is just too yummy 😋. Just like you said, pay the price now and enjoy later. This sacrifice is also for your future kids and I am sure they will be proud of their Dad for clearing the road for them.
I wish you the GRACE you need to reach the finish line 👍👌