Friendships or social relationships between people can sometimes be complicated. As someone who is constantly learning new things, I find that there are things I cannot simply accept. I always question why things are the way they are, including in friendships. Perhaps it is because I always hope for things that I cannot control. When I feel that something is different from what I expected, I feel disappointed and continue to question why everything turned out this way. For example, I had a friendship that I thought was quite good in the past with someone, but after a long time without seeing each other, they became a different person from the one I knew, I could say arrogant. As a result, I, as someone who often thinks about things, wonder if I did something wrong in the past. I often voice my opinions about things, which I realise others may not like, or it could be that something has changed in them that has altered their personality from being warm to now being annoying and arrogant to me, or maybe I'm just overthinking everything. Sometimes I also think this truly makes it difficult for me to live my life because of my habit of overthinking many things that perhaps shouldn’t be thought about at all. But by writing this, I feel relieved and learn something: that nothing in this world is permanent. Everything keeps moving, keeps vibrating, keeps changing, and what’s amazing is that it’s all truly unimaginable.
Okay, I created this collage entirely using Paint.net, taking images from public domain site and using a free font called Boska.
Here are the steps I took, which I turned into a GIF :
