I’ve always thought to myself how I’d feel and act when I see a dream come true. When something beautiful happens to me. Something I’d been waiting for. Something I’d been hoping for. Something I’d been praying steadfastly for. Would I laugh, or would I break down in tears or would I just be quiet. Feeling. Savouring. Living. Basking in the euphoria and the ecstasy of it all.
I remember when the first nice thing happened to me in my adulthood. Joy coursed through my veins. I nearly levitated with the sheer bliss of what was in front of me but I was silent, and then I felt a tap. And I looked up and into the face of my friend who had kind eyed and a searching look. “What’d wrong, Tessa. Why are you silent? Why aren’t you jumping and laughing? What’s the matter?”
I saw her shoulders tense up in that way that showed she was really worried and I let my face break into a smile for her. To reassure her that everything was okay, and then I said, “I’m alright. I’m just processing everything.”
And that’s always how it’s been. In the most joyful of moments. With the pleasure sweeping through my blood stream and seating itself firmly in the cocoons of my mind and body, I remain calm. Nearly unfeeling. Just living. Just processing. Allowing the joy I feel to soak through every pore till it’s been rooted and my skin glows from the inside out, even though my face still remains stoic and impassive.
So when a few hours ago, I heard my name called out and I marched to the front, calmly, each step measured and calculated to be as graceful as a swan, my movements light and dainty, I was prepared for what would happen and even in that dire moment, all was calm in my heart and head still. But then I saw it and it took me time to really see it cause my eyes were all over the place and the most important detail was swimming in and out of my focus.
But then my eyes settled and I really saw it. And let out a shriek that I didn’t think I had. I immediately covered my mouth cause there were hundreds of people there. But in that moment I didn’t see. The world had melted out of existence and into oblivion with what had just happened. In my head, there was only me and what was in my hands. And even as I stared at the paper unbelieving, amid shouts and cheers from those in authority, my heart remained calm.
You worked for this, Tessa.
You worked so hard for this.
You worked tirelessly and you worked even when the fatigue threatened to kill you.
You worked with sweat and tears and sometimes even blood.
You worked when you were happy and worked even harder when your world crumbled around you.
You worked when you could barely breathe, grasping to the worn out strings of your sanity as you felt your existence flip itself over.
You worked amid the mockery, the pressure and the pain.
And now it had paid off.
Beautifully. Classily. Gracefully.
And maybe that’s what real happiness feels like. Knowing that you gave it your all with barely anything left for yourself. And now you’ve been given back in ten fold. All your dreams on a platter of gold. Gratitude overflows my heart. First, to the one above who saw it all through and then to the people who stayed by me unfailingly, without flinching. That even in my lowest when I thought to give up, they held my hands and said, “We’ve got you.” And even when I could walk om my own with renewed strength and vigour, they held me still. I’d crush and build and hold strong for you all.
And finally, I’m grateful to me. Because I’m a champ and I deserve everything beautiful and more. Because I’m flawed and messy but I know when to call myself out and be who I’m truly meant to be. I hope I never stop having reasons to be happy and rejoice. Joy like no other. Forever and a day. Today and always.
Jhymi🖤
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This a whole description of a power up mindset they comes from the real source.. Weather you tell it in form of a story or not, I still feel the energy while reading and I genuinely smile to this truly..
I take up every achievement as a gold mine and I believe that's the height you've acquired an open opportunity for something more bigger to come..
Many congrats girlfriend 🎉🎉 and yes I buy your words.. You deserve nothing but the best.. You're deserving of everything beautiful 🥰
More wins your way Jhymi❤️
Tory, please I don't like to cry at night, why did you do this?🥺
Thank you so much, my love. This has made my night. I hope we both have nothing but smiles on our face and genuinely laughter on our lips as the wins keep pouring in. Cheers to bigger wins.🥂🥰❤️
Oh my!.. I love you too jor 🥰🥰
Welcome always and I cheer to that too🥂❤️
Congratulations, you worked really hard for it and it paid off, btw I see what you did with the cover image 😂
!LUV
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What did I do with the image please? I'm not sure I know.😅
Playing dumb 😂, sharp sharp.
You need to see how widely I smiled as I read through this post Best😂.
Again, I'm so so proud of you and you deserved every bit of what you got. Attagirl!
Please smile with me oo. You're even owing me shawarma sef for my troubles. You know I've been through a lot.🤧
Thank you, my love. More smiles to our path in the future.🥰❤️
😂
And shawarma we shall get, one of these days.
I second this!😙
Yayyy. I've screenshot this talk. Let's go!!🥳🥳
😂😄
I understand that unexplainable joy you get when you worked hard for something and finally got it.
Just like you said, you deserve it and more. Congratulations to you!
Thank you for celebrating with me, dear. It's wonderful seeing you here.🥰
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I read thrice to realize what you were so elated about. Congratulations Jhymi, it's a long journey and an even longer one in this part of the world.
Meanwhile
Where we de turn up??!
So you finally realized it? That's interesting. Lol.
The turn up has already finished sha.😄
Ahhhh, treachery!
When you invest enough, expect a bountiful harvest and that's all you have done. You gave your best and it paid off.
Good news makes me happy and I am glad it's coming from a great buddy... Celebrate your wins my lady 🤗.
Thank you, George. If I don't have my good friend to celebrate with me, who would I have? I hope we have more reasons to be merry in future.🥰
Congratulations and more wins 🥂
Amen. Thank you.🥰
You are welcome 🤗