Today I feel black and white

in Freewriters3 years ago (edited)
Greetings community.Today one of those days when I have not felt well, one of those days when sadness takes over and you can't do anything, so I sat down to check my blog to distract myself and read some communities and suddenly I stopped at this one and decided to publish some pictures I took with my phone today.

As I mentioned, I didn't feel well, so I took a bath, got dressed and went for a walk around the center and its surroundings and I managed to capture these photos with my cell phone.

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Black and White is a color that is always associated with sadness, pain, loss and more specifically with depression which is an illness that has marked me throughout these seven years since my son died, since that day that I walk in that search. for spring that I lost that night so dark and so pale of April 6. A sad night in which I was snatched in one blow half of my life, half of my soul, from that day I was lost in the dark forest, but I know for sure that later I will never find the light and the colors will come back to my life.

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I almost never talk about my private life, but today I felt like expressing myself and taking out a portion of my soul, of life itself.

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I am so sorry for your loss. A friend of mine lost her son a few weeks ago and I can see her pain.