¿Qué me quieres decir?
Me despierto y ahí estás. A veces te vas por un rato, me das un respiro, y pienso que al fin me dejaste. Pero no, siempre regresas. Te has vuelto mi compañero más fiel. ¿Sabes? Durante mucho tiempo te creía mi enemigo, pero ahora no sé qué pensar, no tengo el panorama claro. Por más que te ignore o intente distraerme, no me sueltas, estás ahí una y otra vez.
Me pregunto ¿por qué? ¿Qué es lo que quieres? Si tu objetivo es que me detenga, lo has logrado. Ya no salgo a caminar como antes, ni me animo a dedicar tiempo en mis manualidades que tanto me gustaban, he tenido que dejar muchas cosas, las carreras, los apuros, y todas las tareas que me di cuenta eran innecesarias...
Me has forzado a ver que no todo en la vida es correr y producir. La verdad, me irritas y ¡mucho! Pero también me has enseñado a sentirme, a escucharme, a cuidarme. Y eso, es un aprendizaje muy valioso, sobre todo a mi edad.
A veces te hablo en silencio, te pregunto: “¿Por qué tanta insistencia?”, “¿No te cansas de mí?”. Y me respondes, a tu manera, sin palabras. Me dices que estás aquí, recordándome que soy una criatura de carne y hueso, no una máquina, ni la mamá sobreprotectora que quiere seguir ocupándose de todo, ni la amiga que siempre dice que sí, esa mujer incansable que fui. Me obligas a ser humilde y a aceptar mis límites. A pedir ayuda, algo que no me termina de gustar pero que me he visto forzada a aceptar. A sentir, porque el sufrimiento y el dolor también son una forma de sentir y una forma de habitar el cuerpo realmente, con más presencia.
Y así, mientras te resisto y a la vez te acepto, me doy cuenta de que no eres una condena. Eres un susurro persistente. Un recordatorio constante de que mi cuerpo está vivo, de que cada día es un regalo, con todo y sus molestias. Eres el sufrimiento de mi rodilla izquierda y mi dolor cervical. El eco de tantas pisadas y tantas cargas, el resultado de una vida vivida con mucho trabajo y sacrificio, pero a la vez, disfrutando de todo lo que he forjado.
Y sí, me dueles, realmente sufro, no lo puedo negar. Pero gracias a ti, he aprendido a cuidar de mi cuerpo y soltar el peso de las cargas.
What are you trying to tell me?
I wake up and there you are. Sometimes you leave for a while, giving me a break, and I think you've finally left me. But no, you always come back. You've become my most faithful companion. You know, for a long time I thought you were my enemy, but now I don't know what to think, I'm not sure. No matter how much I ignore you or try to distract myself, you don't let go, you're there again and again.
I wonder why? What do you want? If your goal is to stop me, you've succeeded. I no longer go out for walks like I used to, nor do I feel like spending time on my crafts that I used to love so much. I've had to give up many things: running, rushing around, and all the tasks that I realized were unnecessary...
You've forced me to see that not everything in life is about running and producing. The truth is, you irritate me, a lot! But you've also taught me to feel, to listen to myself, to take care of myself. And that is a very valuable lesson, especially at my age.
Sometimes I talk to you silently, asking you: “Why are you so persistent?” “Don't you get tired of me?” And you answer me, in your own way, without words. You tell me you're here, reminding me that I'm a flesh-and-blood creature, not a machine, not the overprotective mother who wants to keep taking care of everything, not the friend who always says yes, that tireless woman I used to be. You force me to be humble and accept my limits. To ask for help, something I don't really like but have been forced to accept. To feel, because suffering and pain are also a way of feeling and a way of truly inhabiting the body, with more presence.
And so, as I resist you and accept you at the same time, I realize that you are not a curse. You are a persistent whisper. A constant reminder that my body is alive, that every day is a gift, with all its discomforts. You are the suffering in my left knee and my neck pain. The echo of so many footsteps and so many burdens, the result of a life lived with hard work and sacrifice, but at the same time, enjoying everything I have built.
And yes, you hurt me, I really suffer, I can't deny it. But thanks to you, I've learned to take care of my body and let go of the weight of my burdens.
Esta es mi participación para la invitación de @latino.romano y el daily prompt de @mariannewest's, puedes ver los enlaces aquí:
This is my contribution to @latino.romano's invitation and @mariannewest's daily prompt. You can see the links here:
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Hasta pronto!
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