Proof is in the pudding I've not looked at wanting
I'm not lost and was not looking to be found
Didn't even think about being anyone's one
Yet I'm always going around hands clasped tight
Circling like a hungry puppy waiting for a pat
This being needy was not part of any plan
Especially giving myself whole heartedly
Here I am again with you in my hand
Holding you close like no one's around
Don't ask me if this is really what I want
Especially when I'm empty cos you 're not around
I'll be realistic as I'm a realist and you're reality
I'm normally guarded with everything I'm into
Now I'm finding this to be so untrue with you
I'm so into being with you all the time
An obsession I can't seem to unwind
More and more I'm starting at my phone
Constantly fighting to tear my eyes away
Here I am again with you in my hand
Holding you close like no one's around
Don't ask me if this is really what I want
Especially when I'm empty cos you 're not around
You ask me what it is that made me love you
It's 50/50, equal amounts of life and death
Seeing life flash as we entered a secluded place
Then looking at those gorgeous eyes there
Knowing you'd do that for me if needed
Seeing you next to me for too time immemorial
That's a 50/50 I'm willing to stake my love on
Here I am again with you in my hand
Holding you close like no one's around
Don't ask me if this is really what I want
Especially when I'm empty cos you 're not around
Feels like things have turned upside down
At times the earth shakes beneath our ground
Is it from the deep kisses we share all the time
The winds blow wildly as we cuddle tightly
Everything outside are falling apart
But nothing will tear you from my heart
We are the catalyst, not the world around us
