Woke up this morning tired and really not ready to do anything, ( sort of like a lazy day) but I had no choice got client orders to fix, tried playing dress up to brighten up my mood ( yea I like to do some dress up it helps me out sometimes, make me.feel cool) but still just felt drown in my emotions of discouragement and taughts of how my year has been ( really been quite an unpleasant one for me tho) but I had to just go to work, because being broke in this economy is not another problem I want to add to the list (lolzzz) , but while trying to draft a pattern for a client outfit, something struck my mind while I looked at the drafted outfit
Something struck my mind, looking at how I cut. a full fabric into different pieces, and have to couple them back to make a beautiful design, and when people see it, they just wow, but don't bother about the hours involved, some would even try to bargain hard on you , when they see the designs and wants a replica, it dawned on me that I was actually speaking to myself (yeah) , you know most times we hear about this" word trusting the process" but not untill it hits differently to your heart, well, it hit differently today, the world really don't want to know about the process it takes you to be what you are all that matters is your results, and giving up is at your own loss, because the world will keep moving, sometime it seems like the whole world is on your shoulder, but you still have to get up and keep grinding, I had to just for a few minutes sit down to talk to myself, am not were I want to be ( not near at allllll) but .better than were I used to be and it took some process for me.to be hear , y not cheer up and follow the process, and be joyful for the Little wins while working and hoping for the greater wins, sincerely this brightend up my.mood, I had to go outside and take some pics for fun, and smile away my anxieties while hoping for a great and best tommorow
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Sometime we just have to trust the process and be greatful for the little winnings, and keep moving, find the little things around you that gives you joy and keep working for a better tommorow. Xoxo