Hey Taraz
Coming at you live from windy, sort of gloomy, England. Just read your post and wanted to send my condolences for your recent stroke experience, and also wanted to send my rejoice for your recovery.
Life is good, but not easy. I hope you will find the strength within you to walk on and live life to the fullest every day. Treat every day as your last.
I wanted to share a poem i wrote (and narrated i guess...) with thee in the hopes that it would lift your spirits up somewhat...if it needs lifting that is...
https://peakd.com/hive-161465/@jin-out/ghhenvaa-hive-161465
May you be as the Lotus, at peace in muddy waters.