I don't want to die, but I am not afraid of dying either…
That’s basically me too, with caveats. Not afraid of dying per se, but there are a couple of ways I’d rather not go — fire or drowning. Why those two in particular I don’t know. Pretty much any other way is fine, as long as it’s quick.
But my vision of hell is lingering while medical personnel struggled to keep me alive.
I admit, fire sounds terrible. However, as someone who has almost drowned (needed resuscitation), I can recommend it. After the initial struggle, it was very, very calming.
This is where it gets dicey with drowning - as I have read that there is still brain function for some time after. Though, I am not sure if there is thought involved.