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The narrative took a darker turn when "a Bish" reflected on their relationship with their late mother, whose tragic passing by suicide during their third year of studies left an indelible mark on their psyche. This loss exacerbated existing anxieties and fueled an internal dialogue saturated with regret—concerning past interactions and the sense of unresolved issues between them.
In sharing this experience, "a Bish" sheds light on the toll that trauma can have on mental health, revealing the contrast between coping mechanisms that can lead to temporary relief and the deeper need for genuine healing. The struggle to address trauma remained persistent, as feelings of shame and embarrassment overshadowed their willingness to confront these haunting memories.